Diary | Thoughts

​Life definitely isn't perfect now.

I still have depressive episodes, moody days and self esteem crisis every now and then.

However, my anxiety has improved so much.

And my life had never been this good. Right now, it's better than ANY point in the past, ever from the point I was born, I had never felt (consistently) as happy and as connected to myself  as I am now. So I'm happy where it's taking me.

I don't blame my parents. It wasn't their fault.

It wasn't mine either.

I don't blame anyone.

But I'm grateful that it's all in the past. My present is so much better than my past and that's all it matters!